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My Immortal - Evanescence

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all of my childish fears
And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave
Because your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light
But now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
And though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

~ o ~

 


Personal thoughts:

I know this layout is way too sucks, so what? life sucks.. shit happens.. if you don't like it, go away! I don't care... just leave me alone, okay!!

I miss my grandma... I hope she'll be okay there, I just want her to know that I really love her, and I really miss her.. I hope she knows... I can't say that I'm okay, cause I'm not.. cause it hurts... cause I wanna be there instead of taking these stupid final exams.. I don't know why she had to leave so soon.. I wish that I can see her for the last time, but I can't leave Jakarta yet.. damn all these stupid exams.. damn all my stupid promises to make these lecture notes for all of you...

so I guess this is the long goodbye, huh.. may you rest in peace, grandma... I'm so sorry that I can't be there.... but I love you.. and I really miss you...